A Mother’s Anguish

The following story was shared with me by Tommy’s mother, Suzanne Fuhri. I originally published this blog on 15 October 2014 and it has received nearly 5000 views here, and has also been shared widely on a variety of websites. Suzanne continues her healing journey and seeks to inform parents so they can avoid the tragedy she experienced. Becky Hastings 20 January 2016

Tommy FuhriMy story.

I want the world to know.

Please copy, share, paste, quote – whatever you can do to get the word out.


There is a REAL RISK. Your child is NOT immune to them. Vaccine Injury is impartial. It can strike those that least expect it – like me.

My name is Suzanne Fuhri. I have two daughters born in 1994 & 1995. My daughters received vaccines when they were babies, so I never thought I needed to research them when my son was born. I didn’t know the schedule was different. They give babies more shots now.

My son, Tommy, was born on September 28, 2012. On November 29, 2012 I took him for his 2 month well baby visit. Two days later he was gone.

I live with a broken heart daily and you can prevent it from happening to your family.

Daily I ask myself, how did I let them do this to my baby?

The doctor injected my baby with all those shots, and I trusted him.  I trusted that the vaccines they were giving my baby were safe. The doctor and everyone in his office knew my son died – they never took the time to phone or even send a sympathy card. They knew he died. They didn’t care. Guess they figured they would no longer get any money from me because MY SON would not be back for any further appointments and POISON VACCINES.

They are missing my money, but I AM MISSING MY SON!

I broke my own heart by not doing the research. There was information everywhere for me to have and learn.

I thought I was doing the right thing.

I thought I was doing the BEST thing for my baby, my Tommy.

I lost him after the first round of vaccines.

My arms are empty, achingly empty.

PLEASE PARENTS. Allow MY PAIN to help you make a wise decision. I was IGNORANT. I thought “My child will be fine.” I was wrong.

Tommy Fuhri obituaryYou can never take a vaccination back.

Such a small helpless body pumped with those toxic ingredients AND SO MANY SHOTS AT ONE TIME.


I thought I had a trustworthy, caring, kind doctor. I thought the vaccines were safe.

The doctors are GETTING PAID. They give lethal injections, the injections cause severe damage to some babies; they know there is a risk, but every vaccine brings income $$$.

Even one vaccine can be too much.

I had to lose my son before I learned all the truth. Vaccines are dangerous. Why didn’t I trust God. He gave us an immune system to fight off infection and disease.

Please don’t take the chance. It’s not worth it. There are things you can do to stay healthy. Vaccines are TOO DANGEROUS. Simple things you can do:

  • Keep sick people away from your household.
  • Respect yourself and your family
  • Keep the garbage out of your life.

I can’t bring my baby back, but I can use my pain and warn other parents. I urge you – do the research I failed to do. 

I didn’t get the chance to know you,

it was suddenly taken from me,

I wasn’t able to hear you respond,

as I called out to you, Tommy.

The day you went away,

it broke me in a million pieces,

I’ve been steadily trying to fix myself,

but the pain, still sometimes, increases

I thought my heart got broke before,

but that was never true,

I always felt better,

but it’s not the same with you.

Some days I seem fine,

but others are hard to take.

That day you went away,

I actually felt my heart break.

That day I took you to the doctor,

I should’ve never done,

If I hadn’t,

today I’d still have My Son!


30 ways in 30 Days, Exploring Vaccines: Day 28

20 thoughts on “A Mother’s Anguish

  1. I just want to say how sorry I am for your loss. When my oldest grandson received his 2 month shots, we almost lost him. He had bleeds on the brain and damage. He was diagnosed with SBS, with no other symptoms, he recovered with thankfully only autism(I say only, because it could have been so much worse). It really irks me that people who have never been through this with vaccines can call people names, and say how stupid people are for believing vaccines can cause so much havoc in one’s life.

    • Hi Sharon
      How old is your grandson now? Have you tried any biomedical interventions? I just watched many doctors talking about how to heal many of the autism symptoms. It’s called Broken Brains and presented by Dr Mark Hyman. There are many different approaches from many experts who are getting great results.

      Thanks for your comment.

    • He is 15 and does pretty well except, he has trouble with change, he is in special Olympics and dies well with that. We didn’t even know about any interventions, when his happened and my daughter lost him to foster care for 18 months. It was a real mess🙁🙁. I hope things work out for your little guy.

    • Sorry, I have read two stories on this today, and I had this one messed up with the other one. My grandson cried non-stop for 2-3 days after his shots, then almost died 15 days later. Everything was within the timeline of his vaccines, but nobody wanted to listen.

    • Many are finding great help with nutritional interventions. It might be worth a try even at 15. Here is a talk you might find helpful. More and more doctors are understanding exactly how to help children with autism. Since the gut and brain are intricately connected, the first place to start is by healing the gut with clean organic food, avoiding sugar, gluten and processed foods, and eating lots of healthy fats.

      Older people are also finding it extremely beneficial to follow these same eating guidelines and it protects you from brain decline – something we all want!


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  4. I am so sorry for your loss. I am heartbroken reading your story. Thank you for sharing and helping other people save their babies.
    You are a strong mother. And please, don’t blame yourself for this. People trust their doctors as you should be able to but the sad truth is it all comes down to money. The doctors really don’t care about your children.
    My daughter was born in ’08 and I researched what I could. The only thing I could ever find at the time was that vaccines cause autism. There was not the information there is now with people sharing their children’s injuries.
    My daughter did not receive the hep b at birth and I spread out all her other vaccines. Plus some of them she didn’t receive at all. I did what I thought was right at the time.
    Knowing what I know now I would never get her another vaccine.
    I am divorced from her father and he has had me court ordered to finish her vaccines and keep her up to date! I refused to get her the last 3 she needed because she gets so sick after each one and no one can ever tell me what’s actually wrong with her. I know it’s from the vaccines. My ex took her in August to the health dept and got her the last 3 in one day (MMR, vericilla and polio) without my consent. She’s been sick with different types of colds and who knows what since then. It’s the scariest thing in the world because what if one more vaccine will be all it takes to injure her or worse?
    My ex had me sentenced to 30 days in jail even though he had the rest of the vaccines taken care of! It’s crazy. I’m in Ohio and vaccines aren’t even mandatory and her school allows exemptions.
    My son is 10 months old and will never get vaccinated. It’s too risky and there is no proof that they even work.
    My story doesn’t compare to yours. I just wanted you to know that I made mistakes with vaccines with my first and I regret it very much. My daughter didn’t suffer the outcome that your son did.
    Your son is adorable. I really can’t find the right words to say.
    You are a wonderful mother. You didn’t know and honestly most people don’t know. I have friends that are still vaccinating their babies. They won’t listen to me. Most people think I’m crazy and obsessed with the vaccine topic. It’s very real and when you try and tell people they don’t believe you.
    You and your family are in my prayers.

    • Dear Claire
      Thank you for sharing your story. There are so many parents waking up to recognise the danger of vaccines. Every story shared can contribute to more awareness so that we can protect our future children.
      I pray you will find continued strength and wisdom to protect your precious children. Many moms find themselves in similar situations with an adversarial relationship regarding vaccines with a family member. You children are blessed to have an awake aware warrior momma to protect them.

  5. Thinking of you – can not imagine your pain. Sadly it seems that only natural health practitioners/students are fully aware and the general public are not really educated – even on the fact that the vaccines can be take seperately if you can find a willing Dr.
    Time will heal but he will always live on – heartfelt blessings to you and your family xx

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  7. I am so sorry for your loss, his picture is adorable and I can’t even imagine your pain.. I hope time will help heal you and your family. Thank you for sharing your story.

  8. Thank you for sharing your heart-breaking experience. I just wanted to let you know that if your son was born in the hospital, he actually received a hepatitis b vaccine the day he was born, which sets the stage for further damage from all those 2-month shots. The birth dose of Hep B has, sadly, been standard since just after your daughters were born. And, unless the mother actually HAS hep b, they are completely unnecessary, useless, and cause more harm than good.

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  13. Infant mortality rates regressed against number of vaccine doses routinely given: Is there a biochemical or synergistic toxicity?
    The US childhood immunization schedule requires 26 vaccine doses for infants aged less than 1 year, the most in the world, yet 33 nations have better IMRs.
    A closer inspection of correlations between vaccine doses, biochemical or synergistic toxicity, and IMRs, is essential. All nations—rich and poor, advanced and developing—have an obligation to determine whether their immunization schedules are achieving their desired goals.

  14. Hello

    Me and my wife are sending prayers for your family.
    Your son didn’t die in vain.

    His and other childrens deaths and websites like this helped to save many children from death and pain.
    Thank you for an effort you made even when feeling much pain.
    I’ve 1 yo son, got just one vaccine right after he was born without our knowledge. And that is it.
    I always talk to people trying to make them understand how much risk vaccines are carrying.

    I wish you inner peace and love for your family

    Adam and Jola

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